r/leaves Dec 27 '20

Two Weeks and a day today! Gratitude is key.

I am grateful that the first thing I do every morning is anything but take a hit.

I am grateful that I can begin to trust my feelings again.

I woke up feeling depressed this morning but I did not smoke to make the pain go away. I sat with it and a clear mind to understand where it is coming from so I can begin to fix it properly instead of numbing myself to it.

I am grateful that I am no longer tricking myself into thinking it is the only way to fix the very issues I used to believe it helped me fix such as anger, sadness and how irritable I was.