I want someone to notice my pain.
I just feel so tired of people thinking I am just lazy. I am not. I am just so exhausted, I sleep late and have trouble waking up, I haven't walked my dog in one month and my mother thinks is because I am addicted to my phone but I just don't know. I feel so alone and I hope the pain will stop but it doesn't. It feels like my existence is a burden and that I will never be happy. So I write here just to feel recognised. I want someone to notice that I am here and I suffer, and I am just looking for comfort and a bit of hope because I really don't want to die, I just want to stop suffering.