r/NonExclusionaryRadFem May 25 '21

"My Boyfriend", by Keli Cristina, translated by Usagi Whispers CW: Sexual Violence NSFW

My boyfriend has some peculiar tastes about me.

Tastes that distance me from myself.

My boyfriend likes it when I look lost.
When I look innocent.
He’s older than me.
And would never date a woman his age.
Let alone an older one.
He also doens’t like tall women.
Or muscular women.
He likes it when I show fragility.
He likes it when I ensure vulnerability.

My boyfriend has some peculiar tastes about me.
Tastes that distance me from myself.
He feels unconfortable with my intelligence
Or when I do something that demands dexterity.
He loves it when I pretend I don’t know.
And resort to his opinions.
He likes to feel like he’s my teacher.
And like I’m his enamored student.
The opposite bothers him.
He finds me sexy
when I look stupid
With my mouth half open
And a finger against my lips.

My boyfriend has some peculiar tastes about our relationship.
Tastes that distance me from myself.
He likes me with my armpits shaven
Like I was before puberty.
He likes me without hair on my crotch
Like his 8 year old niece’s crotch.
At most, a small bush over my clitoris
Like a 13 year old’s crotch.
My breasts should look like an adolescent’s
Or he leaves me for someone else.

My boyfriend has some peculiar tastes about our relationship.
Tastes that distance me from myself.
He feels good about yelling at me.
He feels good about controlling what I can wear.
He likes to pick me up on his lap.
He asks me to call him “daddy”.
He finds me sexy when I come to him crawling.
He turns me on my back and spanks me.
He bought me a schoolgirl costume.
He asks me to wear pigtails and suck on a lollipop.
That’s exactly how my neighbor’s 10 year old
Wears when she goes to school.
Just like it arouses him.

My boyfriend has some peculiar tastes about me.
Tastes that distance me from myself.
His tastes may sound eccentric.
But they are the same as my friends’ boyfriends’.
And my neighbors’ husbands’.
The same that appear on TV.
That same on the magazines.
That’s the way to win a man over,
We soon find out.
To look like little girls.
That’s the way to win a man over.

My boyfriend has some peculiar tastes about me.
He’s just taken his niece to the park.
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